in a certain sense, composing consists of going as easy on oneself as possible. going where it opens itself up. where a certain resistance is smaller than here. where an environment emerges that can let flow again, here.

here, it is too hard to set pitches. it does not flow, it feels arbitraty, or schematic. the don't come. so, looking for their space, for their manner of being, their wish, their way of sorting themselves out. for the moment, this is the easier option, and this easier option is not evasion or diversion. but following the condition, feeling what is needed. finding the openeing.

this opening is always there, and it is simple.